6 Years Gone Too Soon

It's hard to imagine that I held you 6 years ago in my arms for the first time, and for the last time. I'm honestly not a believer of heaven and that we reunite with our loved ones after life. But I have never wished for something to be more true! To be able to see your face, hold you in my arms, and tell you how much I love you and missed you, is a reunion I often imagine. My heart has been yearning for that for 6 years and it always will.

The children I am able to hold in my arms today have kept life busy, but my heart still has a hole torn right open, where you should have filled. After all this time, it still doesn't make sense to me that I'd go through life without my baby. It's an unnatural way of life for a parent to burry her baby, and time has not allowed me to accept it nor do I want to.

I hold you close in everything I do. The life I've created and decisions I've made, all surround you my Milo. Your small footprints left a big impact in ways no one will really know but me. I love you to the moon and back my sunshine.